I am not so convinced about Sal's love for Terry. I am not sure if they actually love each other, or if they just like the idea of loving someone. They're in love with the idea of havign someone to sleep with every night, and someone to call "baby", but I never got the feeling that they were actually in love with the idea of each other.'
Throughout these chapters, I felt like Sal reversed right back to where he was at the beginning of the novel. His purpose for leaving New York was to leave his wife and the rest of his responsibilities behind, but he ends up having to take on a job as a cotton-picker (and a miserly one at that) to support his new girl Terry and their son. He has to worry about making money to buy food to prevent his new family form starving, and to pay the rent so they have a roof over their head. All of a sudden, all this stress comes pouring into his life; stress that evokes emotions in him I haven't seen since the early chapters of the book. Most noticeably of all, Sal ends up back east in New York after spending a third of the book trying to get as far West as possible. I do not see Sal being content here for long, and I suspect he will be up and on the road again soon enough.
Although I agree with Ciara about the whole College thing, I don’t think this rule really applies to a free spirited individual. Sal never really had a point for his trip. He just needed a break from his life in New York, and this is his way of doing just that. I know it seems counter intuitive to leave place because you hate it, and then return right back to it. But Sal has spent plenty of time all over the country, and his trip has kind of reached a dead end. Dean is back in New York, and Dean is the only guy he really wants to spend time with. I think Sal chose to be with someone who appreciated him for who he was. He is educated and smart, and Terry enjoys his long talks. I think they both did actually love each other. Everyone, even hippies have a home, and for Sal that place is New York. He lived there for a long time, and he has a loving, kind, and generous aunt her lives there too. For him, New York is home, and no matter where he goes, he will always (at some point) want to go back. Even though he has embraced the culture of the beat generation, he still has a place he really loves, and he will always regress towards it.
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