In chapters three and four, the narrator’s adventure on the
road truly commences. The narrator makes his way to Denver by hitchhiking with
anyone he can catch. A hundred miles, here, a hundred miles there. With all of the different people he meets and
all of the stories they have to tell, I can not see how Denver is going to be
any more interesting than his adventure to get there, but I do not think the
narrator realizes this. He is so
determined and focused on getting to Denver, a place he has put on such a high
pedestal, that he ignores the adventures that stare him in the face as he
attempts to get there. For example, when he is offered the job from the man who
owns the carnival, he dismisses the opportunity because he does not want his
arrival in Denver to be delayed; however, this is how adventures come about:
through “spur of the moment” decisions.
He could have made money from the carnival, had a place to board, and
done something exciting and unexpected, but instead, he chose to move on.
Furthermore, I do not think the narrator is so excited to
get to Denver, as he is to see the people there. He develops these attachments to exciting
people who always leave him; they all have their own agenda, and it does not
involve him. Dean used the narrator
for knowledge and board, and then left him to go to Denver. Eddie used the narrator for food and bus
tickets, and abandoned him when the trailer car only had space for one
person. For all we know, his wife used
him and left him in the same fashion. He
claims to want to go to Denver for the adventure and excitement, but he is
given opportunities to experience both on the road. He rejects these opportunities, blinded by
his fixation on getting to Denver and being with “the gang”.
I feel similarly about the main character Sal. He always seems to be third-wheeling with a group, never really experiencing a true friendship. He seems so focused on the future that he doesn't try and live in the moment. I was also confused by his decision to not travel with the carnival. The carnival seemed to be exactly what he was looking for. Free room and board and a nice trip to Los Angeles, yet his extreme focus on Denver and the future cause him to reject the author.
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